BROKEN

As of the moment, am terribly missing someone. Someone who's been there with me for a long time. Someone i am with through all the good and bad times. Someone whom i love so much with all of my heart.

June 26, 2007.

The most painful day in my entire life. So painful i cant help but cry hard until i fall asleep. The day we decided to break up and call it quits. Its a mutual decision so there's no one to blame. But in every decision we make, there's someone who will be hurt. and in this case, its the both of us. Now, i believe that all good things really come to an end. A relationship you built, a relationship you fought for, a relationship you gave your all, a relationship you treasured. Now its all over. Its 10:14 and am here in my dorm room. Alone, empty, no one to hold on to, broken. We're on a stage when we are trying hard to move on and to continue with our own lives seperately.

Honestly, i didnt expect it will hurt this much. I thought i can easily move on and finally say goodbye to all the memories and good things we shared when we're still together. But its so fucking hard when you have all the things around with the memory of the person you are trying to forget. When anywhere you look, you can see the person. Anything you do, you feel the person is beside you. And you will end up crying and reminiscing all the good, even bad, memories you have. The emptiness of my room is just adding up to all the hurts and loneliness i feel deep inside me. This is how badly i miss the person. This is how much i value the person. And this is how much, you cant even imagine, i love the person.

Tomorrow is full of hope of getting the most out of life. Tomorrow, i wish i can go on with my everyday schedule even without the person in it. Tomorrow, i pray that we will be back together even if i know that its not possible anymore. To the person whom i really miss right now, i love you very much. And i will continue loving you and caring for you no matter what happens. You'll always be a part of me. I am just here, waiting.

---> aLLaN

BROKEN

ETHEL BOOBA ON FORBIDDEN QUESTIONS

Ethel Booba made my day last Wednesday morn as she crazily and confidently answered Mo Twister’s 40 Forbidden Questions on Good Times. This is probably my most favorite of all the Mo interviews. I was excited cuz I never heard from her after extra challenge and she never fails to make me laugh until now. All I thought was this interview will surely be a riot and a talk of the town the next day. No doubt she went all the way to the 40th question.

Let’s get it on! First question was about her controversial and super long sex video, she admitted that it was really her and Alex. There were no more Ethel Booba sex tapes out there cuz according to her, she junked it all already. Worst thing she’s done to a fan? Slept with one! Whew! When asked what’s NOT real on her body, she said her brain, nose, cheeks, boobs, butt. Ever went out with a married man? Hello? Alex Crisano is still married! She thinks Regine Velasquez should admit that she’s gone plastic surgery on her nose, eyes, lips, boobs. She pleasured herself Thursday last week. Alex Crisano’s wang is 9 inches and it took her 2 months to think about if she will really do it with him. I doubt. LOL! Most plastic person in showbiz for her is Miriam Quiambao. She was 19 when she lost her virginity, late bloomer eh? But she had 10 one night stands. CCP Complex was the craziest place she’s done it, take note, on a rented bicycle! She would go for Jayjay Helterbrand if given a chance to have a basketball player boyfriend again. Spit or swallow? Ethel spits it! And here’s the thing, she slept with Troy Montero, Jordan Herrera, Rich Herrera, Drew Arellano, Wendell Ramos, Andrew Wolfe. Said Drew was the best on bed and Wendell the worst. And oh, she also got a chance to sleep with Wendy of PBB season 2! WHAT?! My Wendy? And how can that be? She made out with Mojo Jojo as Mo’s dare. Then unexpectedly, Troy Montero called on the station to defend himself by denying Ethel’s revelation. Back to the story, she said Janelle of Wowowee is the worst dressed celebrity, Erik Santos is gay, she tried marijuana once, Lani Misalucha an over rated singer (why the hell?). She wants to have a one night stand with Mo Twister because according to her, “you’re controversial, am controversial, so let’s controversy ourselves!” And lastly she showed her puppies and let Mo Twister kiss it.

Ethel Booba’s guesting on the show was really a riot! Let’s just wait for the news tomorrow Ethel!

WENDY OF PBB

I have always been shamelessly admitting that am a big fan of Pinoy Big Brother season 2’s Wendy. I love the girl so much I even voted for her twice in her first nomination. Big help eh? Yeah, aside from being damn gorgeous, she’s always showing her real self and never cared about what others will think of her. But I began disliking her bit by bit when she started to become over acting sometimes. It’s just sad that she finally left the house unexpectedly just now. We don’t have to wonder why she’s evicted anyways with all the Wendy haters out there.

Her attitude is understandable if over reacting over the surprise Bruce swap with a Slovenian housemate to the point of losing yourself is normal. You tell me guys! That’s when I started to hate her, thinking she has a boyfriend outside the house and giving that reaction? Made me wonder, is that still being true to herself or just holding on to her thought that Wendy-Bruce love team is being feasted by the viewers? Honestly, I like the Beatriz-Buddy love team more.
Another thing that made me hate her is her attitude on other housemates that she doesn’t like. Gee-An is a perfect example. I just noticed that out of the last 5 nominations, she nominated Gee-An 5 times too. And her favorite reasoning? Ehem ehem. “She (Gee-An) doesn’t need the cash price because I think she has all that she wants.” Another instance is when she nominated Beatriz because she thinks that Beatriz is trying to be Ms Perfect and not showing the real her. Come on Wends! Why can’t you understand that not all the girl housemates also got your, if I may say b*tchy ways? Is that still being true to yourself or just being so damn insecure with the other girls?

Lastly, her backstabbing attitude towards the other housemates she doesn’t like. She will talk about certain bad things about a housemate, and voila, the housemates she talked to began hating the housemate their talking about. Obviously, she likes Saicy, Bruce, Nel, Maricris, and Bodie.

Lemme just remind you that all these are just my observations on Wendy’s attitude the past few weeks. As I told you earlier, am a big fan of her before and continues to watch her even with her unlikely ways and will promise to continue watching her now that she’s out of the house. I will expect to see her on FHM’s cover soon, and I am sure that will be soon. Nuff said! Going to sleep now.

KATYA SANTOS ON FORBIDDEN QUESTIONS

I was on jeep on my way to school when I remembered that it was Wednesday morning! I took my phone out of my pocket and tuned in to Magic 89.9’s most controversial and talked about show, Good Times with Mo Twister. And woah, lucky me cuz Katya Santos was on Forbidden Questions. Of course there’s Mo, Mojo, and Maui Taylor who happens to be Katya’s close friend. It was all fun fun fun for the hosts, but not for Katya. But I must say that she seemed to be enjoying it too. I admit am one of those who thought she would tap out on the 15th question. But she proved me wrong cuz she bravely answered it all the way to the 40th. From expressing how irritated she is to Iwa Moto to showing out her puppies! Ruff Ruff! Woohoo! Mo and Mojo were such lucky guys, how I wish I was also on the booth with them.

Lemme share with you guys what’s on the mind of a Katya Santos. She lost her virginity when she was 16 years old by her dancer boyfriend that time. Speaking of lucky guys eh? Of all the Viva hot Babes, she dislikes Jen Rosendal the most and thinks Hazel Cabrera has the least talent. Raymond Bagatsing tried flirting with her during the shoot of their movie, making harana to her and calling her princess. She was offered 250,000 by a Japanese guy as an indecent proposal which she did not accept. She never pleasured with herself alone simply because she doesn’t know how to. There is a Katya Santos 30 minute sex ape with her boyfriend of course, and if given a title, she would call it Isla because it was shot in Boracay. Spit or swallow? Katya swallows. She thinks Judy Ann Santos has the worst billboard in EDSA and Jolina Magdangal the worst dressed celebrity. She thinks Piolo, Paolo, Sam, and Uma are gays. But Mo defended Piolo and said he is not. According to her, Carlo Maceda has the worst BO, bad breath to be exact. And to think they had kissing scenes. Missionary is the best sex position for her. She made out with Maui Taylor, let Mojo touch her puppies, and she admitted trying drugs like pot, ecstacy, valium, and mogs. And the 40th question? What’s your favorite color? She said pink.

Well, that’s it! If you want to know more about our local celebrities, better tune in to Magic 89.9! Catch it every Wednesday, around 7 in the morning. Good Times!

MY FIRST ENTRY

May 19, 2007
1:41 in the morning

This will be my first entry here on blogspot. I have already created lots of blogs in different weblog sites and most were not maintained well because of, well, just too busy to update them all. So here’s another one and I hope this will work now.

I used the title “Thoughts of a Teenage Dude” because aside from astroboy is unavailable, I believe that not everyone understands or even cares about what a teenage boy has in mind. It’s just so complicated even our parents sometimes are all fucked up and sick of our usual teenage ways. So now, by creating something like this, I hope I can show you what a teenage dude like me can do, say, or prove as an individual here on earth, or something like that.

Let’s get it on! I'll first post now my old entries in my other blogs.